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Freaking Bored -_-

Posted on 27th Aug 2008 at 7:09 PM

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Is it actually possible for someone to die of boredom?
I think so cause I feel as if im close to dying that way ^^;
I have this bad habit of working really fast thus leaving me free time later at night, true I dont have a full-time job to keep me busy and tired, but really i just a have a bit too much time on my hands. I could be using that time to read or draw or like my friend begs me to do: finish writing my fanfic cause she desperalty wants the next chapter XD
But I dont know...I'm in that slump again that leaves me very unmotivated
It is quite annoying...
And i wish my friends were online at times like this so i can at least not feel lonely, i miss my friends, I hardly get to see them as it is cause of college and whatnot.
Ah College, I love it! Well yeah come to think of it i will be busy in the upcoming months cause soon enough the homework is going to start piling up and im going to wish i had this freee time that i have now but idk....it seems so far away! Dx
I need to do somthing! gah i really wish i had my tablet then i could just spent nights like this drawing and whatnot, -sighs- only a couple months to go till i get my tablet! I must not give up! ugh but its taking forever to save up, and whatever money i do get my hands on dissapears in bills Dx
Is that what life is really ment to be? Work and bills? That does not sound fun at all...
-sighs- great I'm getting depressed moving on to next subject...
Oh but that reminds me Still no Boyfriend! cruel fate
Eh but that's one thing i can deal without for now i should focus on my studies and not guys but but but their just so cute X3 two guys have caught my eye in college but i know i will never have the guts to talk to them aw confound it...me and my shyness...

Well nothing left to update cept DA and MB are still fun places to hang out, i love looking at all the different art styles X3 and clubs at MB are awesome! though they seem to be going a bit slow I have to start getting more people to be active! Well see you guys later! Its curfew time! (well its not an actual curfew cause i am 18 but i will myself to fall asleep by 10 cause if not i do not wake up the next morning and i have to get up pretty early 6am great......well goodnight!

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